Unleashing Julia (Mind Games Series Book 2)

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  Table Of Contents

  Contents

  Unleashing Julia (Mind Games Series Book 2)

  Table Of Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 1

  Our next date was in David’s pool. Not only was David everything I wanted and more, but he had a pool! Can you believe it?

  “Wow, David, the water is pretty.”

  “Isn’t it?”

  I looked up from the water to find his eyes locked on me.

  “What?”

  “I’m so lucky.”

  How romantic. Not only did David understand me, he had such a way of expressing how he was feeling. Did I mention he had a pool?

  “So who’s going in first?”

  I dipped my foot in the water. Then, David pushed me in.

  “How’s the water?”

  “Very funny, David!”

  He laughed.

  “This feels nice, actually.”

  David came into the water, swam up to me from behind, turned me around and kissed me fiercely.

  “The water looks good on you.”

  I splashed him.

  “What was that for?”

  “The water looks good on you too.”

  I laughed.

  “Mmm, somebody’s trying to get even.”

  “Can you blame me?”

  He looked into my eyes and then continued to kiss me as he backed me into the wall of the pool. I broke away from his kiss.

  “What are you doing?”

  “Fulfilling a fantasy of mine about you.”

  “David!”

  “Let me fuck you in the water, Julia.”

  “I don’t fuck in public.”

  He lifted my right leg around his waist, dove his hand into my bikini bottoms and started to finger fuck me.

  “David-Ah!-David, no.”

  “Shh, shh Julia, we’re the only ones here. I need to bury my cock in your pussy now.”

  “I don’t know, David-”

  “Try for me. Just try.”

  He lifted my other leg up around his waist and entered me and I started to lose my reasoning. I whimpered and closed my eyes.

  “Mmph...that’s it, Julia...ugh...mmph...lose yourself.”

  He continued to fuck me and I tried to keep my voice down.

  “Damn, Julia...you’re...ugh...you feel so good.”

  “Oh David...ah!...I’m not gonna...ugh!...last.”

  “It’s...ugh...it’s OK-UGH!...I’m close too.”

  He felt my walls tighten and he knew I was almost there. He started to fuck me furiously and I clung onto his shoulders as I whimpered into his ear.

  “Fuck, David-AH!-Fuck...I’m cumm-mmmm—cumming.”

  “Ugh!-I-UGHHH!!-I know. Cum for me Julia-OH FUCK AH!-cum for me.

  And with that, I softly yelled into his ear as my orgasm overtook me. He moaned into my ear as he unloaded his cum into my pussy. Just as I was coming down from my orgasm, I noticed a light on in the neighbor’s window.

  Shit...someone saw us.

  David followed my gaze and saw what I saw. Then, he laughed hysterically. I looked horrified.

  “Oh my God, what’s so funny?”

  “Looks like we’re not as alone as I thought.”

  He continued to laugh, truly amused by the situation.

  “This isn’t funny.”

  “Oh come on, it’s a little funny.”

  “No, it’s not.”

  I then pushed him off me and got out of the pool.

  “Julia...Julia!”

  I refused to look at him.

  “You said we were alone and I trusted you and look what happened.”

  “Baby, it’s not the end of the world. It’s actually kind of hot.”

  I turned to face him.

  “You don’t get it, do you?’

  “Get what? That you’re fucking amazing when you let your guard down? That you coming on my cock in the pool was explosive to me and made one of my favorite fantasies about you reality? No stranger can take that away from me.”

  I gave him an angry look.

  “You don’t see that I’m horrified?”

  “You don’t think that felt amazing to do something so risky, so insanely arousing, that I want to take you inside and keep fucking you all night long?”

  I couldn’t let my embarrassment go. I raised my finger to him.

  “You don’t understand. This is exactly why I can’t trust you.”

  “No, Julia, I don’t understand. I don’t understand why you’re not as turned on as I am.”

  “I...it was so...God David!

  “You can’t even admit it to yourself that it was fucking hot what we just did, can you? Now, come inside. I’m not finished with you yet.”

  I stomped my foot on the ground.

  “NO!”

  He stood there in dismay.

  “I don’t feel safe. You’re job is to make me feel safe and you failed. I can’t trust you. We’re done.”

  “WHAT?! Julia, listen to yourself, you’re all worked up when there’s nothing to be ashamed of.”

  I let out a scream.

  “YES THERE IS!”

  He stood there in shock again. He looked terrified. He did not see this coming.

  “I can’t love you anymore, David! You don’t know what I’ve been through and-”

  “Tell me, he said in hushed tone, what happened to you that has made you so scared, Julia?”

  “You wouldn’t understand.”

  “Maybe I would if you-”

  “It’s over, David. There’s nothing you can say that can fix this situation.”

  “Julia!”

  I started to run away and he chased me.

  “I’m not letting you go, Julia.”

  “It’s too late.”

  I continued to run without stopping, and as I got to my car, he grabbed the door.

  “I love you, Julia. Whatever it is that’s made you like this, I can help you.”

  “No one can help me.”

  I grabbed the door, and he let the door go in defeat. I closed it and drove away.

  Chapter 2

  I didn’t talk to him for two days. He left message after message.

  “Julia, I’m not giving up on you. I need you in my life. We can work through this. Call me.”

  “I’m going to keep calling you until you pick up. Even if it takes weeks, months even. It would be great if you would save me the trouble.”

  “Julia...listen...I’ll do whatever it takes to make this right. Call me, pleeease.”

  “Julia, it’s David. If this is going to work you have to learn to let your guard down. Your feelings matter to me and I want you to get more comfortable expressing them so that I can have my true love back. The first step is to pick up the phone. I love you. Call me.”

  I admired his effort, but I was still mad. I owed him a call though. I guess I could do that much. On day three, I picked up the phone this time when it rang. I spoke softly.

  “David...hi.”

  I heard him let out a huge sigh of relief.

  “Baby, I’m so so sorry. I miss you so much. I’ve been worried so much about you. Please. I beg of you. Tell me what’s going on.”

  “I...I’m so embarrassed, David. Horrified.”

  “Why?”

  “A stranger saw me and now I feel like the town whore.”

  “That’s what this is about? You feel like a whore?”

  “...Yes.”

  “Julia, you’re not a whore. Why would you think you’re a whore?”

  “...Something...happened...in my past...let’s leave it at that.”

  “I can’t just leave it at that.”

  “Well, you’re going to have to.”

  “Look, Julia, I’m not going to lose you, and I’d rather have some of you than none at all, so if you won’t tell me what happened, at least let me take you out to dinner and we can just talk, like old times.”

  “Just talk.”

  “Yes, just talk.”

  I thought about it.

  “OK.”

  “Thank you Julia. God. The thought of not being with you...I just...can’t.”

  ‘’I know, David...neither can I.”

  “Thank God, Julia. I was hoping I hadn’t lost you.”

  “No, David, you haven’t lost me.”

  I paused.

  “I’m sorry I put you through this...but...if it’s worth anything to you...fucking you in the pool was exciting but scary, and...yes, my orgasm was amazing, and no, I’m not doing that again anytime soon.”

  “That...means...the WORLD, Julia...everything.”

  I could practically hear his smile through the phone.

  “And, by the way, David, I’m still mad at you.”

  “And, by the way, Julia, your angry face is a huge turn on.”

  On Friday, we ate dinner at a n

ice restaurant.

  "I want you to know that I'm not going out with you because you convinced me."

  David laughed.

  "Just because the sex is so amazing?"

  I glared at him.

  “So, why are you going out with me?"

  "Because I made a promise to you that I would never hold secrets from you again. I’m trying to deliver on that promise, at least..."

  He looked at me, waiting for me to finish.

  “...for the most part.”

  “I’m still in love with you, Julia. That will never change. I know you are too, but you’re scared as hell right now.”

  I looked down, trying to avoid eye contact.

  “I don’t know what happened to you in your past, or what your reasons are for how you feel about yourself, but I don’t think you give yourself enough credit.”

  I looked up, surprised.

  “I know I promised not to discuss what you’re holding back, but at least, let me say what I have to say about it.”

  I groaned.

  “I don’t believe for a second that whatever secret you’re holding on to will affect how I feel about you...how I see you, in any way. I think you want to be with me more than anything in the world and what that could mean for you, and your secrets, and what that could mean for you, sexually, scares the crap out of you.”

  Oh shit. He was right again.

  “I know you. I sense you’re capable of so much more than you’re letting on. I’ve seen it. I’ve seen your inner vixen and it makes me hotter than any fantasy I could ever have. I’m not just in love with you. I’m in love with the sexy, sultry, seductive part of you that just needs to unleash and break free from the cage she’s been trapped in. I want more than just you. I want to unleash you, Julia.”

  There was a long pause.

  “I don’t know if I can do that.”

  “I know you can. All I’m asking of you is to take my hand and take small steps and I will love you and hold you every step of the way. I want to take away your fear and replace it with the most amazing love, the most amazing sex you’ve yet to have if you could just learn to trust me with no strings attached.”

  “That’s a tall order.”

  He leaned down on his crossed arms on the table and looked into my eyes.

  “I know. I love you so much that I’m not going to let you shrink back to what you knew, Julia. So, if you refuse, I will keep trying. I’m not going to stop trying. You’re too important to me, Julia, and so is the side you don’t let yourself own. The side of you that I can’t get enough of. The side of you that I see when you let your guard down and let me finger fuck you on the hood of my car or when you let me fuck you in the pool.

  The part of you that wants to seduce me, that wants to play. I have an insatiable appetite for that side of you. But unless you trust me with that part of you, I will never have all of you. Just the you you want me to see.”

  I looked at him with fear in my eyes.

  “I know I’m asking for something you’ve never done before. I want to help you discover the real you. I promise I will make it as easy as possible, and if you get scared, I will bring you back to safety before I bring her out again. I know I can sometimes go too far. Just tell me when I reach that point, and I’ll stop. I just need you to trust me, one hundred percent.”

  I swallowed. He noticed.

  “I love you, Julia, just remember that. I can’t explain how much I love you, but I can show you. When you let yourself be all of who you are, with the side of you you are hideously ashamed of, Julia...to me...to me that is the ultimate gift of love you could ever give me. All of you.”

  I thought about it for a minute.

  “I can try.”

  “Do you mean that?”

  I looked puzzled.

  “Or are you just trying to get out of this so you can continue to go back to hiding from me and cheating me out of all the deliciousness that you are.”

  I started to smile.

  “Because Julia, I’m so hungry for you. I’m hungry for all of you.”

  Another minute passed.

  “I can do that for you.”

  He smiled a big, glowing smile.

  “I always knew you could. I know that sexy side of you is in there. I want her to come out and play. I can take you to amazing new heights if you just let her come out and play.”

  Wow, David was finally respecting my boundaries and I was in a whole new level of commitment with him. I was willing. I wanted him. I just had no idea how I was going to be OK with that side of me. I was good at keeping her under wraps. I was going to have to be the most vulnerable with David that I’ve ever been with any man. But I did trust him. 100 percent.

  I arrived at David’s place for our next date.

  “So what do you want to do tonight?”

  David pulled out a chair out and sat me down. He looked like he was about to say something that would be hard for me to hear.

  “Tonight is step number one of unleashing you.”

  I groaned.

  “I figured that much. Listen, as long as you cooperate, you get a reward.”

  “What’s the reward?”

  “You get sex any way YOU like it. Even if it’s plain old, romantic, vanilla sex.”

  I was intrigued. Getting to call the shots tonight sounded really comfortable and I was desperate to remain in the safe zone.

  “What’s the catch?”

  There was a pause.

  “You have to tell me the secret you’re hiding from me that’s keeping your other side at bay.”

  I gasped. Oh crap. I grimaced.

  “I’m not ready for that.”

  David sighed.

  “I figured you’d say that, but I’m not giving you that choice tonight.”

  I was officially worried.

  “What do you mean I don’t get a choice?”

  “You have complete free will, Julia, but I know you’re not going to just hand over something that’s so big to you that you can’t speak a word about it. So I’m not playing fair tonight.”

  “What the hell are you saying David?”

  He gave me a devilish grin.

  “I’m saying that we’re going to play a little game.”

  “Game?”

  “Yes. I’m going to tease the hell out of your body until you cum, but I’m not going to let you cum until you start telling me what has so much power over you that you would lock that sexy part of you away for so long.”

  “WHAT?!”

  “Julia...”

  He leaned in close to my face.

  “...This is the part where you trust me.”

  I frowned.

  “Or...you know...you tell me the details of your dark secret, and then I reward you with a nice dinner and some vanilla sex, or a fun movie, whatever you like. We could even just sit on the couch and make out.”

  I thought about this.

  “So I spill my guts to you and then I get dinner and a movie, or, um, vanilla sex.”

  He nodded and leaned back.

  “Yes, you’re choice.”

  Well, I had my options. It would either end up with me sobbing like a crazy, completely vulnerable woman in the depths of my inner humiliation and pain, or not being able to cum and going home sexually frustrated.

  “Well, that sucks.”

  “Your choice.”

  “Or I could just go home.”

  “And break your promise?”

  He looked hurt by that comment.

  “This isn’t what I promised. I promised to trust you on my terms.”

  “And I’m giving you the chance to choose.”

  “No, you’re telling me what my choices are, not me.”

  He sighed.

  “OK, you got me. But if you’re this unwilling to share with me what’s really bothering you so much, what choice do I have?”

  I hated it when he was right. It was true. I was never going to “get around to it.”

  “You’re saying no secret, no date.”

  “Yes, but is that really what you want?”

  I frowned again.

  “Because I can do this as long as necessary, but it’s not nearly as satisfying as watching the look on your face as I bring you to ecstasy.”

  I perked up at the sound of that.

  “And you promised. I want all of you. I plan to get it, someway, somehow.”

  He was right. I wasn’t being fair.

  “So, either I tell you my secret and then we enjoy the night together, or you deny me sexual satisfaction.”

  “Yes, well, uh, currently you’re denying me you, so it only seems fair.”

 

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